i am a little lonely...
... is this the fact that my partner is slowly drifting away from me?
...does this mean that the feelings we used to share are much different in intensity now?
...we are approaching our tenth-month of being together, which for my partner is now an achievement...given the fact that the last one is a mere 1-month arrangement.
i am lonely...
...will what we started together only come crashing down on us?
...will the future of us being together just a dream and will stay that way?
...we have a 15-year contract of lease to own our condo unit together, our love nest, sanctuary...which we will decide what to do if ever the relationship goes on the rocks...
lonely...
...is my decision to never ever have a relationship before this one could have been right?
...does this mean that all these so-called love decisions are only a fragment of both our individual fantasies about life...about growing old together...about loving each other for the rest of our lives?
...sleeping together in one bed but silently apart from each other...what a way to end the day.
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