i am satisfied...
... having to hear someone say sorry for whatever happened last night is a nice way to start the day..
...with the way i am doing my work at the new office location, given that it is a few walking blocks away from where i am staying..
... that my lunch, snacks and even a take-out dinner is provided for from my workplace giving me a status of not having to spend anything everyday...
am satisfied...
...that somehow, even if i am having stomach acidity for these past 2 days, i am still coping and surviving the irritation it is giving me...
...that i am still healthy though am a bit heavy this morning when i weighed myself up...
...that i am blessed with a friend who prays for me everyday...as i do for him..
satisfied...
...with what i have achieved at work so far, doing the assignment given me by my superior and infusing my style in it...
...with my life partner, despite the fact about the taunting on my body figure and private part..
...with how i am blessed with the God-given talents that i am using right now, to use my life as a channel of blessings to others...
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Monday, September 25, 2006
my thoughts for the night
i am a little lonely...
... is this the fact that my partner is slowly drifting away from me?
...does this mean that the feelings we used to share are much different in intensity now?
...we are approaching our tenth-month of being together, which for my partner is now an achievement...given the fact that the last one is a mere 1-month arrangement.
i am lonely...
...will what we started together only come crashing down on us?
...will the future of us being together just a dream and will stay that way?
...we have a 15-year contract of lease to own our condo unit together, our love nest, sanctuary...which we will decide what to do if ever the relationship goes on the rocks...
lonely...
...is my decision to never ever have a relationship before this one could have been right?
...does this mean that all these so-called love decisions are only a fragment of both our individual fantasies about life...about growing old together...about loving each other for the rest of our lives?
...sleeping together in one bed but silently apart from each other...what a way to end the day.
... is this the fact that my partner is slowly drifting away from me?
...does this mean that the feelings we used to share are much different in intensity now?
...we are approaching our tenth-month of being together, which for my partner is now an achievement...given the fact that the last one is a mere 1-month arrangement.
i am lonely...
...will what we started together only come crashing down on us?
...will the future of us being together just a dream and will stay that way?
...we have a 15-year contract of lease to own our condo unit together, our love nest, sanctuary...which we will decide what to do if ever the relationship goes on the rocks...
lonely...
...is my decision to never ever have a relationship before this one could have been right?
...does this mean that all these so-called love decisions are only a fragment of both our individual fantasies about life...about growing old together...about loving each other for the rest of our lives?
...sleeping together in one bed but silently apart from each other...what a way to end the day.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
